I was raped by my pre-everything trans (mtf) ex-“wife” with the intention to impregnate me. He then abandoned me for the first trimester after claiming it was I who raped him because he “didn’t want the baby” and only did it for me to make me “happy”…even though I kept telling him I’d changed my mind and wanted to stop and didn’t want to have a child because I wasn’t ready. The day after I gave birth to the child he forced me to conceive he screamed at me, telling me I didn’t know how hard it was for him to be constantly addressed as our son’s father and not his mother. Apparently the nurses in my son’s NICU room had laughed at him when they asked him where the baby’s mother was and he said “That’s me”. He then purposely smashed my wheelchair into the wall and some furniture on the way down to see our son, trying to injure me for having the audacity to be panicked and worrying over my son’s likelihood to survive over his “gender” issues. I was recovering from an emergency cesarean. He ended up spending our son’s first night in my hospital room editing photos of himself to look female to add to a tinder account he made to talk to other males while I laid there in bed recovering from having my abdomen and organs cut open because my son almost died during 36 hours of labor.