After being abused by my brother who’s 5 years older, for several years, I moved to another country. When I moved back, I came out as lesbian. My brother tried to rape me, he would “fuck me straight”. I have been scared of my brother as long as I can remember. After all this I tried to act normal around him, because of fear, he’s the extrovert one and everyone’s favorite, while I’m really shy. He’s no longer part of my life.